Healing

Emptiness and darkness
An alternate reality
After all, it was over
How could I survive?

Let me go
I want to let go
These things, they held me back.
With good reason.

Never looked at the time passing
Its harder keeping track
After all it was over
how could I survive?

But I took comfort
Nothing can be worse
I just have to live this once
But it wasn’t easy, no
After all it was over
How could I survive?

I was hopelessly looking for an ‘angel’
Foolish to confuse the magic and reality
And the world was a background score
I wasn’t even existing
I had to find myself
But it wasn’t gonna happen
After all it was over
How could I survive?

But I stood my ground
I knew it was crushing.
Scars changed colors
Fading into my skin.
I don’t have hide them anymore.
Battle scars?
No.

It’s just perspective
I am never whole
yet I am unbroken
I wonder how it is
walking the fine line.
For once, I hear you
I see you
It’s not around
And I knew it was hard
After all it was over
How could I survive?

I was supposed to die
But that’s not me
I am tougher, I braved it out
I survived.

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For that sun

All were smiling, where is my right?
I am his child, I am everyone.
Sold the cross for that sun.

Every step taken, they climbed higher,
What if I chose the easier way?
Lost some; gained so much more.
Sold the cross: I crave that sun.

All were nothing else but obstacles,
Overstepping, a necessity.
Turned deaf: I just want to speak now.
Sold the cross: I need that sun.

I won’t justify my actions,
Those were just a few things I had to do.
The picture is bigger, it is better.
I made it happen,
I’ll take the credit, thank you.
So what if I sold the cross?
I deserve that sun.

All those, rightfully his
Tried to bring me back, full circle.
But they forgot, they taught me a trick or two.
I sold the cross: I got that sun.